So good. 其实结尾没有很happy ending吧倒是很有警示感也很绝望绝望在知识也仍未以超过对抗的方式带来自由:知识不能带来历史的救赎还有contemplation和肉体关系的讽刺感原始与驯化无法解决的矛盾自保与进攻本是一回事(非常俄乌)但在所有这些condition之上确实仍然有种暗黑地信仰知识和保持希望的感觉
"Our marriage is just for show. A commercial for how normal we are when we're anything but."; "the worst thing is being ordinary" normal和ordinary的界线在哪里